its been quite some time since i last blog...

well..back to sch for 2 wks alrdy..out of e sudden today..i jus felt missing TTT so so so much..while reading my previous post..i remember how much fun i had in TTT n e other events..i really so miss events..i freaking miss chatting w shirlynn..i miss chatting w lynn even though she isnt dere now..i miss e 'gossipings' w yan n purple..i miss working..i miss those busy busy really busy like mad days..i miss taking CAB!!!haha..i miss those hertic times during TTT yet really enjoying n having fun..i understand how shirlynn can stay in events for 4 yrs now despite e workload..busyness..stress..everything..sometimes..in a flash..u'll jus hav damn lots of thoughts..n u'll jus wouldnt know hw to face them...

bought new boots today..addidas..well..though it was a lil off my initial budget..but i quite like e design..i seriously gotta start saving up n stop spending..i've been spending lyk i damn rich recently..if i continue man..im sure to go bonkers broke..i need to find an income..i need a stable income..tuition?im kinda sick of it..working for dad?im quite hesitatant abt it..not becos e job scope but him..tell mi wht can i apply for?its nt abt whether e job is available but wht kind shd i look for now tt i've work so many diff kind of jobs..i noe there is still many to learn but wht shd i do?wht industry?haiiz..life's full of troubles..

recently..i've been feeling tt studying is a damn chore thing to do..its dragging me man..its like boring..spending time in sch i feel is lyk freaking inefficient!im like wasting my time!compared to ipp tt tym i feel my time is wasted man..inadequate breaks n more than sufficient breaks between my class is freaking wasting my time!wth man...it makes me miss TTT even more..events...n den i'll link to shirlynn...haha..though we still chat over msn..but it cant beat having her here man..sianz..

jus damn save me..im like a lost soul man..freaking wondering ard having a blank piece of shit in my mind..haiiz..