hmm..went crewing fr nac09 frm tues to thurs..had a pretty long weekend cos mon is sbm graduation which means no sch!so i had some work done but im still left with so much..con beh test coming...crm ica 2 coming..bm too..den mr test..haiiz..im lyk slacking ever since i started class..i dun rmb a freaking thing..really gotta start studying..

anw..back to nac crewing..tis tym round..crewing isnt as fun le..haiiz..i dun miss nac at all..not like how much i feel so attached during ttt...well..i oso became sick too..like tues when i went back i had fever of 39 degress..till wed morning.i woke up at 630 comtemplating whether to go sch nt..cos class starts at 8am...i cant decide so i got mummy to..she say sick den dun go lor..so den i had to get my mc..so went back to slp n den went to e doc at ard 9 plus..before i left cecelia msg me n so u noe sun bian..ask her pray for me..guess wht..when i reach e clinic n they took my temperature..i had no fever lor..it was 36.4 i think..ya..but when i reach hm n measure e fever was back agn..haha..mayb my thermometer is spoiled?haha..but i noe la cos can feel my own body..but e part where no fever de..hmmm..haha...but of cos..im better nw..jus tt still has sore throat n flu..no SWINE...hehex..

though it was a busy n sick week..i realise a couple of things..i realise tt some ppl tt i supportted n will give my all for them is afterall nt worth me doing so..in simple words..i suppose i have mislook some things..im a person who will go all out for a fren as long as u show me its worth it..we dun hav to be frens for yrs..but sometimes its jus tt special bond..it was made known to me that they wouldnt back me up in times of trouble..i might b too sensitive..but i choose to keep myself away frm hurt..so frm tis day onwards...we are jus frens..a lil more than hi bye but i'll definately hesitate my investment frm nw on..

u noe wht..i realise sometimes e true frens tt really cares n feel for me arent those that i meet everyday or even often..they arent n might not need to b those u tok to every other day etc..they can be ppl whom u meet once a mth...once a wk..chat once a mth or when both happens to meet online..etc etc..it might nt seems so close but its a strongly bonded relationship that no matter wht happens..they will always be there to support n give their all for me too..i thot i saw these frens thru the recent incident..mayb i shd thx e other frens who made me realise this dao li..n oso thx for letting me realise that u guys arent worth my investment..e least i get hurt..

mummy's birthday today..went to eat jap food..was kinda good..mummy is happy so im fine..sharing e dinner btwn me sis n dad..so 3 of us each person abt 30 plus bucks..but its fairly ok la..within our budget too..haha..happy birthday mummy..

im sick of studying..im starting to skip lessons more frequently now..how..scold me..i jus wanna play all day long...