Pearleen pearleen..hw could u land urself in such a pathatic state?hw coud u?!
I dunno hw to describe everything.jus hw idiot can i get.hw could u land urself in hurts n wounds for e sake of ur brother?is it really worth while?my brother..even so..is it worth?is it e right thing tt im doing?huh..mayb nah..am i even fit to be one?fit to advise u?fit to do everything?pearleen ah pearleen..pearleen feels lyk jus ending everything..mayb killing herself..it hurts it really hurts...my heart hurts..worse than ever b4..n for goodness sake..its hurting so badly for the same issue tt it last hurt this badly..mummy,it hurts. everytime u do so,everytime u speak for him.=,it hurts a hundred tyms more.

DO i even noe wht im typing?im really gng crazy!y pearleen?!y do u lyk to bother so much?always telling urself to open ur mouth less but u was nvr able to accomplish it.always telling urself nt to get involve but u was nvr able to do so..hw useless u r.pearleen..u're so USELESS! u nvr able to get anything right.wht the hell r u den doing on earth?make urself useful!com'on!run n get e disc f u r poach!Pearleen!make urself useful!but hw?teach me hw.....wht am i to do?what?At least better than crying?!but wht else can i do?it hurts so badly.i cant control, cant take it any further.Pearleen hates this feeling v much.She detest it! God...........help me.

Maybe this tym,she shd really keep to herself.Make it happen pearleen.mayb this is e least u can do.

but is this right?

Pearleen hates this lonely feeling.helpless feeling.everything tt she's feeling nw.