was chatting w couple of gals ytd over lunch and were discussing over our plans for future...1 of them den said.. pearleen, u and me are the same..our thinking both v unmature...X u! com'on if u think my plans are not of maturity thinking whts urs man..haha..anw....cant b bothered...i think my current plans are fine..mayb some things have to be left for God to decide but we shd still plan our lives..i'll see down the road...i'll be sure to be more successful than u...my plans? have a family...hav a career..be happy..hhaha..of cos this is e simplified version...wanna noe e details?dun tell u! haha..

life's been pretty busy recently...of cos hw busy can i get when i still get to watch tv...but its busy okay..im so gng to go bonkers next wk...i hav lyk 4 presentations! gng to malacca with mummy tmr...things arent gng well with dad so e family wont b gng anymore..but dere's a penalty if mummy backs out so i guess i'll just hav to accompany her go...well...shd also take the chance to spend tym w her ryte...u'll nvr noe when theres no more chance..though some sacrifices has to be made...but well..tts e priority...actually she put ee how's name de but tt boy ar..haiiz...so insensible...but its ok..i think its good to go relax too..plus im ok to go too..hehe...play play if nt too stress liao..oso good too cos i will finish my projs b4 e weekend..haha..

life isnt as smooth and satisfying recently...well..daddy got strike by another attacker...some bastards..hopefully it isnt serious..i begin to believe even stronger tt this world has nth good...nvr to trust anyone...esp in e world out dere..mayb ur family but nvr rely too much on them...cos u nvr noe hw u'll die one day...backstabs and hypocrites...y are all this so scary...im begining to lose all the faith i had in this world and life..nth comes out good in the end...sometyms i just dun understand...not a single thing...

but well..the only thing tt can b done now?pray and work hard in sch..score well for exams...hopefully i can really do well..this semester...i hadnt been doing well in my studies...its tym to buck up...time to prove myself..but im sick of everything..everything...living...studying...just every single thing...