i seriously feel that u r not worth!!!
mayb it seriously high time i enforce strict rules on myself...
1. lose weight? haha
2. keep my distance from you
3. train hard
4. discipline. STUDY!
5. i'll blog abt it when i thot of more.. hehe!

recently hasnt been in good mental health state..hadnt been performing well in ultimate..no motivation no encouragement no strength to walk the journey.hasnt been focusing well on studies. many many distractions..i dunno. i jus felt not motivated encourage to do everything. im tired..i find life no meaning..i lost my direction.